Redeemed

Wow.  So today is a good day.  It's Mother's Day!            I'm really realizing how much I need family and I need to have a base and people to be connected with.  A lot of times I'm just trying to help others and do things for that, but I hardly ever let them like pour into me and be like a family or really talk about things.  I think a hard thing about the Honor Academy is learning so much but not really having a place to pour it out.  For example just having people to tell what you are learning and how your day was.  Of course telling those things to God, but even time with God is like being poured into and not you pouring out.  I don't know if this makes sense, but anyway.  I have to learn to "build community" in like being connected with people for real and having a base to jump off of before I think I can go make a big impact on the world.            Last night some of my core (group of girls at Honor Academy) got to go babysit at someone

Life has been a journey lately.  I'm moving towards healing and learning to trust God more.  Pray for me that I will turn to God in the hard times.  I'm written a few songs and poems lately to express myself which has also been healing.   Be Filled Inside You have to be filled from the inside out. External things will never satisfy your soul. Daughter, take a break. Step beyond your own perceptions. Lord turn us from darkness to light. Fill us Holy Spirit with your presence. Bring us new life! We need fresh anointing in our souls! Put your hope in the eternal God. Don't trust in earthly love. Only the God of love can fill you. He will heal your wounded soul, making you whole-- when you turn to him.   Hands of Healing Your hands to hold  reach out and touch me, brushing hair from my eyes, warmth on my cheek. There are hands full of color and clay to paint and create. Mothering hands gently caress the delicate face